Two dramatic experiances I'm going to record here. I think they are experiences I will want to look back on and hopefully laugh at in the nearer future...
The other day Jason and I were at home watching American Idol and I was sitting on a chair across from him with my head turned to the side looking downward at something. Thus my chin was tucked in and squished, giving me a double chin. I know- so lovely aren't they? Not to justify why Jason said what he did, but I obviously wasn't in the most defensive appearance to argue with him. I now quote my sweet and wonderful huband, "Oh baby, your face is just getting SOO ROUND, just like your round belly!"
And the waterworks start.
After calming me down and telling me I'm not fat, but just rounder in the face like my belly I seemed to find the strength to tell him I'll be okay , and I am just emotional. He felt terrible and I wish I didn't start balling, but the hormones take over most of the time, or all the time! I must give him credit, he did everything he could to fix what he said and try to make me feel better, but next time he just needs to bite his tongue. Later that evening he was looking at me and said "my you have such a chiseled jaw line." Again I'll give him credit for trying...
On top of all this, I must mention the serious and unnecessary drama we've been dealing with together. Another couple found out about one of the baby names Jason and I feel pretty set on, and have been harassing us about it! In all honesty we had no idea that they wanted this name too. They are due just over a month after we are, and are stuck feeling like the ones copying so to speak, but they live on the other side of town, we never see them and I could care less if they use the same name. I know what it feels like to have someone use a name that you planned on, or loved, but you don't get in their face about it, you can use it too, or just deal with it and pick a different one. However they've been making rude jokes about it, and cheesy threats if we should use it- very immature in my mind. Why should someone have to deal with this sort of garbage when trying to find the right/perfect name for their child!
In the end they will be so wrapped up in their little girl and the joy they find in their own family that they won't be thinking about Jason and I. It's a beautiful name and I can see why they love it too.
I wouldn't mind disclosing it on here, but I think I will save that for the near future when we feel more certain ( I have trouble being 100% about it before she's born) And on top of that it wasn't something I was going to share with the world simply to avoid "name stealing" too. So many people are pregnant right now, and pregnant with little girls especially, there's bound to be over lapping with name choices.
Well I think it is safe to say that I did some good'ol venting in this post- thanks for hearing me out :)